excuses

"Sometimes the truth hurts,
but you have to remember
It hurts even more when you find out its a lie."

i know i'm the type of girl who kind of afraid to speak up my mind to a person. or at least i was. i always wrote on the diary and now in my blog. the rules has changed. something happen lately between my mum and i. that causing me to not hesitate to speak up again especially to my momma. oh god, she's wonderful. i thank her for so many things. thank you mum, for always stay by my side.

then the best friends. i'm such a loser and i know i've been wasting my times being a bitch to you. i always complaining you to be the best while myself forgot to introspect. sorry to you and i've learned my lesson. dont want to breaking the ties with you. cause i know i'm nothing without you.

whoa. sharla lagi dibawah pengaruh bulan ramadhan yang mulia. bayangkan dalam satu hari ini aku udah banyak mikir gimana caranya diri aku yang sekarang bisa menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik dari hari ke hari.

a month of forgiveness. i was a terrible mess. and today i'm fixing up all the broken things.

btw, lagi libur nih seminggu terus turun lagi dua minggu terus libur lagi dua minggu, baru turun lagi!!!

oh iya, soryy banget jarang nge post, kelupaan mulu soalnya ! peace yo!

good friend, good time.

todaaaay is sooo much fun.
bisa dibilang best time ever!!! pertama di skul adem adem gitu, no trouble lah pokoknya. terus kedua SO ga gather. ketiga mall nya hari ini sepiiiii banget. keempat karena perginya sama nadia (bestie bestong!!) jadi mall nya berasa milik berdua.

nah kegiatan aku hari ini lumayan asyik and i definitely enjoy it. berasa banget fun girl times nya. gada gangguan dari manapun lah. tadi di skul pas fisika alhamdulillah aku ngerti and fine fine aja. pas kesenian gurunya gada and karena hari ini mood aku lagi baguuus banget, aku yang bener maleees ini eh ternyata berhasil menyelesaikan 2 tugas kesenian! thanks for the mood which was soo good and mendukung banget. trus pulang sekolah nothing happen. jam 12 gitu aku cabut ke rumah nadi mo jemput dia nahh walopun mobil aku sempet kehabisan bensin tapi alhamdulillah lagi berhasil ngisi 5 liter dgn selamat sentosa. ga dorong dorong mobil deh jadinya. terus dari rumah nadia langsung ke mall,, beli tiket nonton dulu, sempet rada bingung mo nonton apa antara identitas sama knowing (nicholas cage) but we end up choosing 'knowing'. well karena masih ada waktu dua jam kita memutuskan doing kara-o-ke.. gila disini nih yang bener having fun bangett^^ kita nyanyi nyanyi ga jelaasss gitu lah pokoknya. selese disini kita lagsung nonton. terus isi perut di solaria., enjoying a modern fried rice with scrambled egg. deliciousoo! teruus window shopping. ke gramedia beli komik dua sama penghapus kembar. aku warna pink nadia warna biru. terakhir ke strawberry, beli kutex dua biji terus pulang deeh. ah i feel so happy.

havin a good day, good times, so much fun. never forget nor regret today. she's just my very bestest ever friend in the whole wide world.



and one thing, when the mood is right, everything is so wonderful.

haha i'm succesfully turn into korean drama admirer!

yea!! boys before flowers is freakin cool drama series i've ever watched!!!!
well, sebenarnya inti ceritanya ya sama kaya meteor garden & hana yori dango, secara sama sama diadopsi dari komik yang sama, tapiiii versi koreanya lebuiiih keren pemainnya terus terus baju nya bagus bagus (loh?).
nah, mungkin sebagian besar yang nonton bbf bakalan kepincut sama kim bum, (idiih siapa coba yang ga naksir dia? senyumnya itu lohh). nah so do i.
jujur aja aku rada rada males gitu pas nonton scene yang ga ada dianya hehe. nah kalo pas giliran kim bum sama kim so eun baru deeh menyimak. sayangnya gada scene kiss nya! huh! padahal aku pengennya cerita mereka lbh bnyk dan scene nya lbh bnyk dari gu jun pyo ma geum jandi. tapi ya mo gimana lagi toh pemeran utamanya gu junpyo ma geum jandi. nah nah i do some research over internet via google ( woaa i cant imagine my life without google, bisa bisa mpe sekarang ga tau kalo korea utara ma korea selatan itu dua negara berbeda! sumpah aku baru tau loh taunya juga pas nge google seoul, awalnya aku pikir korea itu cuman ada satu tapi oraang aja nyebutnya korea utara ma selatan kaya indonesia bagian barat tengah timur gitu. cih kurang wawasan banget yap aku?? >.<) hah back to kim bum and kim so eun. nah pas aku nge search di google aku nemu kalo kim bum ma kim so eun satu universitas dan mengambil jurusan yang sama!!!! woop woop! akankah cinta akan bersemi di antara mreka? i hope so, hehe. trus juga di google ada gmbr bummie ( kim bum) dan eunnie ( so eun) make cincin yang sama!! tapi tapi itu cuman tuntutan sponsor katanya -.- huu. mudahan aja mereka maen series bareng lagi terus pada cinlok! ammiiiiinn. btw sesungguhnya aku sendiri sampe saat ini belum tamat lo nonton nii series aku mau nunggu nunggu dulu nontonnya juga di ulang ulang biar paham betul! wehehehehe. aku ga terima kenyataan kalo episodenya sampe 25 doang,, i want more bummie and eunnie so make more please and this time make sure you both make a long kiss scene so the fans can be soooo happy and satisfied! yeah! now in other tab aku ngebuka youtube dan lagi nungguin videonya wonder girls - this fool yang ada kim bum nya.. ne mau nonton tapi ntar aku pajang dehh.. :) and in other tab i am browsing kim bum and kim soeun photos,, kalau kata fans fans nya kim bum ma kim so eun, mereka itu cocok beud dah! aku juga setuju banget! hidup soeulmates! soeul itu kepanjangan so yi jeong ma ga eul. peran mereka di bbf tuh. nahh ni beberapa foto foto mereka yang i admire alot ♥

yang ini kayanya iklan deh, iklan makanan gitu yang dijual gaeul di bff kan bubur jadi yaa mungkin ini ↓

KIM SO EUN AND KIM BUM ARE PERFECT MATCH♥!!!

and yaaayyy!! i found this video of kim bum singing!!! yo! i already had the song and absolutely in love with it!!!! Boys before Flowers fever mode : ON,,,



and this is wonder girl - this fool music video there's kim bum!!

btw aku udah dua minggu ini jadi anak kelas 11 ipa 2. cih jadi anak ipa emang melelahlkan tapi ga se rumit yang dipikirkan kok, toh matematika fisika ma kimia ibu guru yang ngajar. mana pada ahli di bidangnya lagi jadi aku rada menikmati.., terus SO is becom more stupid. i kinda certain that hey are all a moron! somehow the ldr dont keep his promise, and if i wasnt wrong im about to expell out from SO. huh whatever. i realise i'm sorta over the rule so i will attend this week :)) it's not a big deal just to attend some group of moron hahaha. wah udah jam 11 malem besok sekolahh euy. nah ini posting terbanyak and terpanjang!! wuhuuu gimme a congrats guys on finally post a long entry!! :))

night, peeps.

infinite playlist

hehe title nya ngikutin pilem nick&norah infinite playlist. itu tuh film yg maen michael cera sama kat dennings. trus pic di atas udah pernah nampang sebelumnya karena aku suka yah aku pajang lagi aja.. here's my music list this week :

La Roux - La Roux (album)



La Roux ini Band Baru asal Inggris beraliran Electro Pop. musiknya rada mirip sama Lady GaGa, Little boots dll gitu. kalo menurut aku lagu lagunya la roux ini intronya mirip banget sama brokencyde. but lagunya yang judulnya Quicksand Bener bener asyik! Bulletproof juga!



Miranda Lambert - Dead Flowers (Single)


She might be one of the most beautiful people and her voice is so pure. I love this song!!







Meg & Dia - Here, here and here (Album)


It's such a great album so make sure to give it a listen!! aku emang rada telat sih dengerin lagu ini. Dia suaranya keren sihh.







Cobra Starship - Hot mess (single)



it's really a great song! pokoknya cobra starship banget dah!!







Paradiso girls - Patron Tequila



aaahhhh i love the video!!! and also the reason i keep watch the video on youtube is because Aria Crescendo (the girl with a short blonde hair). i love her cause she was born in TRANSYLVANIA!!! and then moved to FRANCE. also she can speak 4 language-english,french,romanian and italian. see, i like transylvania so much then i really want to go to France and i wanna be able to speak french and italian. she's just fit of all i was dreamed about.

ARIA CRESCENDO IS MY NEXT IDOL!!!!

Pure Cuteness of alexandre♥

i couldnt remember how many times i watch this video. like hundred times, i guess. It shows Alex's sweet side. alex just soo cute when he didnt expect that his friend ( spencer bergen, oh they both really look alike!) makin a video. he was so uncomfortable but he so cute when he shy. it's rare to see he's shy anyway. and yeah his face looks sweeter here. compare to other pics of him which commonly fake by people and on his usual pics he looks like another skinny emo boy not that he would have any muscle or no expressions. this vid is soo natural. watch this video make me "awwww, alex, marry me!!" for real.

oh,i have news and i found it on spencer bergen blog..
The first ever responsive android robot has been created in canada, and her name is Aiko. Her creator, Lee Trung of Brampton Ontario, says that he has been designing robots since he was a young boy. The 33 year old currently lives with his parents in Brampton as he has spent all his money on creating the reportedly $25,000 robot. Currently, he is looking for donors to continue his research and development on Aiko.

For more information about Aiko and her creator, visit http://www.projectaiko.com/

i'm pissed

one question in my mind now,

WHY PEOPLE CHANGE ?

i know it sounds so selfish, cause i know myself change too. but someone(a girl, and i've been talking about her alot times in here) that i'm going to talk about here is just change too far from the girl i used to know. dia udah berkali kali bikin aku kesel dan barusan dia bikin aku teramat sangat kesel. dan lagi lagi dia ga sadar kalau dia nyakitin hati orang. i realise that i was so lame for just accepting her rude words instead clearly say to her that she's so careless of using the words and she doesnt know her words are causing her so many trouble. i used to like her. but she's changing far too much. she's outta my reach. she doesnt understand me anymore. perhaps she thought i am a lame so she can treat me whatever she want to. or perhaps she doesnt like me too. so many probability. she's hurting hell outta me. i was like beggin to her "dont go changing" but she already blind and deaf so nothin left for me to change her back. her friends and lovers makin her like this. or perhaps again, i am the one who's being so lame and not being a good friend for her. yeah maybe iam the one who's changing and turn to be sensitive girl. oh my i got headache again. i need a rest. too much thoughts in my brain.

everybody pissed on everybody, that's it.

pretty woman

i was just read a list of 15 hottest teen celebrities, and the list is..

1. Miley Cyrus
2. Vanessa Hudgens
3. Emma Watson
4. Hayden Pannetiere
5. Blake Lively
6. Taylor Swift
7. Selena Gomez
8. Kristen Stewart
9. Dakota Fanning
10. Jordin Spark
11. Taylor Momsen
12. Emma Robert
13. Shenae Grimes
14. Shailene Woodley
15. Daveigh Chase

well, i kinda disagree because i think Emma watson is the hottest of them. and come on Emma Watson is a waay hotter than miley cyrus and Vanessa Hudgens. maybe because they are from disney (wot?).

i know the actress from number one til twelve. i never heard Shenae, shailene,daveigh. maybe theyre new. atau akunya yang ga update. one thing, i love the name of those three girl. Shenae, Shailene, Daveigh. wow nice name.

i'm google shenae and actually she's the girl from 90210!! haha i never watch this series so i didnt know her!!


Shenae Grimes



Shailene Woodley



Daveigh Chase


ah one photo from hayden pannetiere that stole my attention




















They're such a pretty women!!