do you miss my love?

"Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
To see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew
Exactly what you would do
And don't say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again"
Kelly Clarkson

in my case, this is true.
sweetheart, my confess is right here, i hope u read.
all this time i've been telling you lies. we always play hide and seek, i hide you seek. i know i turn my back on you when you need me most, i choose to get away and let you down. i never think what i about to do to you. that was a huge mistake.
that mistake was gold I know that without you,
is something that I could never do. you cheat i cheat. the same score. i am sorry, and when you said you miss me and want me back, never again, i'm off of this game. you're the winner. but enough to talk about me and you. did you ever concern of love that i gave you? it wasnt a lie, it's real,unconditionally and serendipity. so do you ever miss my love?