i change my mind as quickly as i blink

yeah, i know, the title is longer than usual but it's true.
that thought is true on how i change my mind so fast. it's sucks for me. when i was thinking of doing this and then something happened, it turns out that i despised it and start to thinking of doing that. and in the end i do nothing. i'm not doing this or that.

it's like every decision that was made by me is not fixed. it may change in every second. i hate it because somehow if i 100% want to do this then i consider it again, i feel like i wont doing this. even though i know exactly by doing this is much better than do nothing or just stay at home.

i'm in the middle of the huge confusion. my mom knock my door and tell me to sleep just now. so i will continue this next time.

smelyalata :)