i'm pissed

one question in my mind now,

WHY PEOPLE CHANGE ?

i know it sounds so selfish, cause i know myself change too. but someone(a girl, and i've been talking about her alot times in here) that i'm going to talk about here is just change too far from the girl i used to know. dia udah berkali kali bikin aku kesel dan barusan dia bikin aku teramat sangat kesel. dan lagi lagi dia ga sadar kalau dia nyakitin hati orang. i realise that i was so lame for just accepting her rude words instead clearly say to her that she's so careless of using the words and she doesnt know her words are causing her so many trouble. i used to like her. but she's changing far too much. she's outta my reach. she doesnt understand me anymore. perhaps she thought i am a lame so she can treat me whatever she want to. or perhaps she doesnt like me too. so many probability. she's hurting hell outta me. i was like beggin to her "dont go changing" but she already blind and deaf so nothin left for me to change her back. her friends and lovers makin her like this. or perhaps again, i am the one who's being so lame and not being a good friend for her. yeah maybe iam the one who's changing and turn to be sensitive girl. oh my i got headache again. i need a rest. too much thoughts in my brain.

everybody pissed on everybody, that's it.