it's fun to act definitely different from one side and other side. somehow made me feel that i am so fabulous for being such a pretender. i was avoid to become that one, but instantly whenever i think i have to put the mask on, i'll do it. how absurd,huh?. but for sure, i put my mask on when i meet, talk with only one people *i'm sorry i don't wanna describe this people completely, but the gender is female*. She's random and annoy me everytime we had a conversation *or whatever* she's so insecure, it's been proven that she had no little idea that she often hurting my feelings and she's just wear a face that nothing ever happened or it's because she's so retarded and she even dont know of what she said it's actually hurting me so deep?. before, she's a quite nice girl and now on she's turning to be classy,bossy queen. and we're poor people that has to beg her for money.
the problem is.. she like me and i just cant be so mean to tell her stay away from me. this is hard situation. she's being nice,called me on my phone, my instant messenger,*even though she didnt know of what she said it's annoy me a lot* then i will put my mask on, i wear my nicest-ever-seen smile. but if she's done with me*or the phone call* i put my mask off and sighh alot. she's love to be near me, til myself cant even write on my diary how i hate her because she's always stole my diary and read it out loud in front of so many people. she's upsetting right? that is why i write about her in my secret blog *is it secret?*. oh tomorrow will be the last exam day of this week cause day after tomorrow/monday, i will have a week of holiday. so spirittt!!! i'm happy to hear that at least i have some kind of refreshing time and after a week, exam again.
for the people that i was bubbling about, just wanna tell you that i have ever mentioned about her before, right here in my blog, go check previous post then you'll find out.
Bonsoir :)
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